“Deticated to Miena and Rami.”
The first sin in the history of humanity started by the desire of man to be equal to god. So he decided to eat from the fruit of knowledge not for the sake of knowledge but to be equal to god, and here started the longest stroy of conflicts between humans. And then Adam got into a conflict with Eve, Kaeen killed his brother Habeel and the story went on….
Do we really still try to be Gods? I think yes we do. Everyone of us are always trying to put god in limited list of laws and judgements. Because the god we are trying to be is limited, while the almighty god is not limited. We are always trying to put rules for god to work on. But we always forget that god is above rules, he is not even limited by the holy laws, becasue he is the one who placed it and so he is the one who is over it.
You should be saying “Tony got crazy.” what is the relation between trying to understand gods way of judgement and ruling and our desire to be equal to god. I’ll till you what the is relation, when we develop all these rules giving answers to questions that have been always confusing the world about salvation, what is after death…what we are simply doing is that we are trying to put the alighty god with his unlimited love, absolute justice and generous mercy in our minds. We are trying to be gods. Out of lose in our faith in his Mercy and Justice, we try to find rules to justify our questions and worries that was originally born out of our lake of faith.
And the crisis really starts when we have already developed the complete figure about what is god going to do with every single human in this earth during his life and in the coming life. Now we are gods and we cannot listen to other gods, but we work on teaching the other gods the rules of our god. And we all together cannot allow the almighty god to do something out of the rules that we had developed for him to work on.

Let us try to have the faith in god’s justice, mercy and love. Because our faith proves to the whole world that God is justiful, merciful and love, but our rules will prove nothing to the world but will tell our god is limited.
I hope that any of you could get a point of what I’m saying.

Dear Friends,
First I want to share you something I experience everyday with this blog thing. I nearly check the site 100 times a day for finding some kind of more comments or posts. When it is at night I just have this struggle, “I want to sleep.” VS “I want to write something on the blog.” and it usually ends up me not sleeping and writing something here, specially comments.
Now I’ll tell you about something I’m planning to write here. For me the unity of the church means a lot, means some kind of a dream, I’m not having the same background and the same point of view I used to have about the unity of church when we started such an activity. But I’ve this dream; having this dream doesn’t mean that I’m much better than others who don’t care about it, or any kind of a thing that makes ahead of them. I’ve this dream because I believe it is God’s will to be one. One more thing I want to add here, I’ve no kind of an imagination on how this dream can be on the earth of reality. I just dream that it will be done in the way God’s will is fulfilled.
You know what the word unity doesn’t mean any more for me just the unity between churches, it means the unity we should work on creating in our communities, starting from our families… But this doesn’t deminish any of my strong desire for the unity of church.
Before I start a series of posts I’m planing to write here. I just want to say some points on which I would like to build this whole thing.
“I’m sorry if one day I couldn’t understand the fears, the feelings of the churchs enough.”
“I’m sorry if one I was a kind of humilating by my words any of the churchs or the leaders of the churchs.”
“I love all the churchs and I believe that God is trying to tell something to every one of them.”
“I believe that every church have a lot of richness.”
“I believe that unity will not be a work of humans, it will be God’s work.”
“I believe that unity will change the face of earth.”
What I’m going to post is a series of post under the title “Why do we conflict?” this title is not just directed about the churchs, but it is rather more about our personal lives. Let’s pray for god’s will in fulfilling the unity of the church and let us work to unify the world around us.
Love
Antonius Armanious

dear friends,

i’m happy to talk about dreams, and freedom. i have an idea. we can pray together everyday in subject “the dreams” with texts from bible + helpful points. i already have this programm in my notebook.
it can be like this.. send you everyday one text or two..max. with some helpful points.. and you take half an hour daily to pray with this text, and share our feelings in comments. in the first time i can send you the method to pray that most of you know it already…etc.
if you like it. please send me comments that you want me to do it. if i find 3 or more comments i’ll begin it.
jesus with you