in the begining i’d love to thanks Rami for this wonderful idea.i still don’t have a pc at my home but i will do my best to share you some of what i am thinking.

Being alone is really something not easy at all.i love being alone and not talking too much but sometimes i feel that there is a bomb inside me and i wanna talk to anyone but God and myself.i think i need to talk to God in the human figure.i will tell you a lovely thing,i remember Miena when he said onetime that when you are alone you are able to see the signs of God more clearly,that is completely right and i live to add something else.WHEN YOU ARE ALONE GOD IS PLAYING WITH YOU THE HIDE AND SEEK GAME.that is right.you feel sometimes that god is not beside you and you began to cry we tel3an elyoum elle enta geet feeh lewa7dak but in uncertain time you find him is saying ANA AHOH and so on.what is making me able to resist and face anything in this life that i am totally convenced that God won’t quit and say ana mosh la3eb khalas.
i wish that you understood my idea clearly
i have alot of ideas but i prefer to tell you about them in every email.
take care of yourselves my friend
RoRooooooooooooooooooooo

I’m going to complete the rest of the points I wanted to mention about the Praying issue. But just before I go on, where are the rest of you guys, why aren’t you commenting, where are you Fadi, you didn’t show up for 2 days, and you used to write to daily before that.
Any way let’s get back to the topic.
Brain whashing, a word that Miena mentioned 2 days, is it related to praying?
Till you what yes it is related, and it should be related. Let’s define first what is brain washing, it is the process of removing certain concepts from someone and yielding new ones. And this kind of change should occur during praying, especially meditation (elhazez). Our old concepts which is based on greedy, lusts, arrogance, hatred…should die and new concepts of love, giving, humpleness…should be born and this change occurs only in praying. So that the new concepts are not just known by us mentally but also based in our hearts moving every action we do.
It seems that I made the whole issue look suspicious, so would you please make it more clear?
I’ll try making it clearer in this paragraph. First when does brain washing occurs, it occurs when I put myself under the clout of certain text or someone. This why we have to do all our prayers based on biblical text, because it the only text which should have clout upon us. I express this situation, that we place ourselves under something and we allow it to reshape us. This why some of the fathers insist on basing meditations on biblical scripts and not even scripts written by saints. This why we should be above all the kind of text and teaching given to us except for the bible. I even consider the same concept with spiritual guiding, we should examine and discern everything before we put ourselves under it. I will go further here and add that we should examine and discern the ideas and thoughts we acquire during praying. Because ideas and thoughts are sometimes illusive. This is why we always here this expression discerning whenever we talk with someone with good spiritual experience.
I’ll try to write something soon about some kinds of brain washing we may suffer from in our lives, because I’ve a lot to say about it.
I just want to add something at the end, inspite of this complications, and sophisticated post I’d written, god is much more simple than this. He is not just simple he never leaves us.

He just needs our heart and needs our commitment for him and he will guide us through the path.
I’ll end this topic now, because I feel I cannot express what I want to say in the right way and this may lead to misunderstanding…On the hope of writing Part III. :D