in the begining i’d love to thanks Rami for this wonderful idea.i still don’t have a pc at my home but i will do my best to share you some of what i am thinking.

Being alone is really something not easy at all.i love being alone and not talking too much but sometimes i feel that there is a bomb inside me and i wanna talk to anyone but God and myself.i think i need to talk to God in the human figure.i will tell you a lovely thing,i remember Miena when he said onetime that when you are alone you are able to see the signs of God more clearly,that is completely right and i live to add something else.WHEN YOU ARE ALONE GOD IS PLAYING WITH YOU THE HIDE AND SEEK GAME.that is right.you feel sometimes that god is not beside you and you began to cry we tel3an elyoum elle enta geet feeh lewa7dak but in uncertain time you find him is saying ANA AHOH and so on.what is making me able to resist and face anything in this life that i am totally convenced that God won’t quit and say ana mosh la3eb khalas.
i wish that you understood my idea clearly
i have alot of ideas but i prefer to tell you about them in every email.
take care of yourselves my friend
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