LOVE!!!
You’re the simplest word that we use alot.
You’re the simplest word that need all complex words to describe.

LOVE!!!
Do you exist or not?
Do we understand you or misunderstand?

LOVE!!!
Who are you?
Where are you?
How do we feel you?

LOVE!!!
Give me prove that you reside in our world
Because I lost the word and the meaning
I lost the action and the track

LOVE!!!
I begin to hate you
as many are misuse you
to kill the few that remain in my heart

LOVE!!!
I can’t even keep away of you
All you’re doing to me is pain and more pain

LOVE!!!
That’s all
So please leave me alone

may be it’s my 1st time 2 write bas i felt something strange like most of guyz ….haset en nefsi masr teksab bass….ana mabhebish masr!really i’m not kiddin ana mabhebish el balad de we 3ala fekra mo3zam el shabab el fe seni mabyehebosh el balad yemkin le2anena men yom matwaldna ma3shnash haga helwa fe el balad de aw mahsenash enha balad te2dar te3mil haga….
karhin el balad we el fe el balad amshi fe el shaware3 el nas wa2fa fe nos el share3 we kharbin el donya we mesh 3aref tetkalim ma3ahom le2an bemogard mahtetkalim hatesma3 kelmit enta mesh 3aref enta betkalim men?? law zabal hay2ol el kelma de .shewayet as2ela ba2a 3ala el sare3 sa2ltaha le nafsi leh mahsetsh bel entema2 sa3et el 3abara lama 3′er2et ??leh mas3edtish?? we leh hasit bel entema2 fe el match we roht etfargt?? begad ehna sha3b 3awez el har2a we el balad 3awza el har2a .YEKHRIB BET EL BALAD .
AZ3AGTOKOM ??!!! ET3AWEDO 3ALA KEDA…
KARIM


وايضا على قارعة الطريق وسط اكوام التراب اللامتناهى ومع مخلفات وفضلات البشر وكانت ملقاة وكانها اخرجت خارج المحلة والسبب هو فقط انها لاتمللك اى شى بل كل شى .الاهل. الاصدقاء. الاحباء.التنافس البشرى.حتى ابسط الاحتياجات البشرية.جسدها . صورتها الخارجية التى تجعللك تمييزها من اى عالم هى، الاشباح او اللا اشباح.حتى كل حواسها. .وهذه صغيرة من ملخص ما رأيتة خارجيا منها.
اقتربت منها متعديا على الخوف. وبدافع الكراهية والعداء المتبادل بينى والتراب.واذ بها مدينة افلاطون الفاضلة….. أقتربت ..حتى شعرت للوقت ان قلبى السجين اخذ فى القفز محاولا الفرارمن قفصة.ووقت أخر الاختباء.حاولت عناقها ويالا سخرية القدر عندما تمنعك عيون شاخصة اليك بحرص…من معانقة السر المقدس.. واةةة وفى قلب الليل الذى يكاديلنطق بكل اسماء البشر من الابد والى الاذل.شب الحريق.. ووقعت البروق المرعبة ووسط هذة العاصفة.كان الصوت للريح..هاأنا ذا
لاتخف
الم تنجذب الى هذة الوردة المنفية الساكنة خلف اقصى الجبال المنسية؟ الم تتواصل الالالم معا. انظر الان اعلمك كيف تدخل ولاتخرج.الان لا تهتم لعيونهم لا تنظر حتى لاترتاع. ولكن انظر حينما يشتد عودك ..كن يقظ الى نظراتهم التى تومى الى عقللك. والرد لك لو اردت انت لا نمللك ما تخشا علية من العيون الشاخصة
لا تخف
الان ينبغى ان تستمتع بالحب الذى فقد فى ملاء الزمان ..تلامس مع كل من فقد المدركات مع من يتالم.والان ابن جنسى اروى لك عندما اشرق اول ضوء على وجه حسناء التراب.
وما انتابنى من شجن وحنيين تجاة الانسانية المفقودة اضطررت ان اجثو فوق عدوى التراب لمست يدها نعم لمستها.فجاءة قبضت على يدى بل قلبى تمتمت نظرت اليا. واة من الجهل بلغة الحب نعم لم افهم حاولت ان اعى ماتقول وفشلت وحزنت لجهلى باللغات الحية. ولكن ها هى تحتوى جهلى وتتحدث بالابتسامة التى اعى معانيها جيدا .سرت فى كل كيانى نشوة من جراء الابتسامة الساخرة من نفايات البشر.من التراب.من الوحدة. من الخوف.من الموت.من الخطية.من الالم سخرت .نظرت اليها فى فرح وقلت
احبك
فى صمت ابتسمت
اذهب يكفينى حبك هيا اذهب تابع..قلت
لايكفيينى اود ولو لمرة ان استبقى من تحبة نفسى.ابقى ويبقى حبى. فى شفقة الملوك على الاجراء..ابتسمت
لن تحتفظ ابدا بحبك.حبيبى فقط عندما تفقد.عندما يمكنك عناق التراب.فلك كل الحب.فقط صديقى يمكنك الا تهرب من السر. النظرات لن تتغلب على حبنا عندما نتعانق..قلت اذا وداع يامن احبتنى ولكن لا تسكتى لا تصمتى فدورك بعد لم ينتهى مادام اليوم ماذال نهارا استيقظى استيقظى اوراشليم.. قالت اذا حبيبى بلا وداع انتظرك فانا
احترف الحزن والانتظار … الحب والحياة……………………………………………………………………………. قصة من واقع الحياة.. وللقصة اكيد بقية ……………………………………
زكريا انور

well i read these words and i thought to share it with u,many of u may have seen it b4 but i liked it ,hope it works

If One Day

in the begining i’d love to thanks Rami for this wonderful idea.i still don’t have a pc at my home but i will do my best to share you some of what i am thinking.

Being alone is really something not easy at all.i love being alone and not talking too much but sometimes i feel that there is a bomb inside me and i wanna talk to anyone but God and myself.i think i need to talk to God in the human figure.i will tell you a lovely thing,i remember Miena when he said onetime that when you are alone you are able to see the signs of God more clearly,that is completely right and i live to add something else.WHEN YOU ARE ALONE GOD IS PLAYING WITH YOU THE HIDE AND SEEK GAME.that is right.you feel sometimes that god is not beside you and you began to cry we tel3an elyoum elle enta geet feeh lewa7dak but in uncertain time you find him is saying ANA AHOH and so on.what is making me able to resist and face anything in this life that i am totally convenced that God won’t quit and say ana mosh la3eb khalas.
i wish that you understood my idea clearly
i have alot of ideas but i prefer to tell you about them in every email.
take care of yourselves my friend
RoRooooooooooooooooooooo

Hi everybody,
I wanna talk to you about dreams. Once a day, we had a very large wallpaper hanging on our living room, it was about New York city view and the empire state building was right there in the middle(i’m sure a lot of u remember that poster). anyway the empire state building is one of the highest buildings all over the world and it’s big symbol of the great city New York. When i was young , i used to look at this poster, wondring if i can be able to visit the big city and the empire state building one day. It was just a dream.
However, time goes by and what i used to dream of became reallity and here i am ,living near new york and i got the chance to visit the empire state building, isn’t it great? i made my dream come true.
I wanna talk to u how i felt at this time when i was on the top of the building watching new york at my feet, up high to the sky. i felt nothing, yes nothing . . . just a normal feeling, just another dream came true. it wasn’t even so excited as i thought it would be. i told myself (what’s wrong with u man, you should be happy, you made your dream come true) but believe me i felt very normal.
That’s what i wanna talk to u about, dreams. . . .those that we keep thinking of . . day and night, trying hard to make them true and suffering a lot if they don’t. Dreams are very pretty as long they are dreems , once you reach out them, they loose their glimore, their magic and their bright.
It’s good to dream and it’s great to make your dream come true but it’s not the end of the world if you can’t make it, you’ll survive and you’ll get a new dream.
I want to say , try to enjoy your life, try to find the blessings that God gave you and then you’ll find your reall dreams and you’ll not be very sad when you loose one.
God bless you
Emad George Zaki

hi all,
i have something i want to share you, i have a text form the bible i want to share it with you,
mark 9-14:27 , my favorite part is ,
23( ” if you can?” said jesus . “everything is possible for him who believes.” 24immediately the boy’s father exclaimed, “i do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” )
and it slame me in the face, i believe in jesus and i do believe that everything he gave me is for myown good, but sometimes we face a very tuff times and we can’t see god’s wisdom … and i begun to say why, i was good , i was happy ( but sometimes i wasn’t ) , and in this time the little tiny unbelief ( although i won’t call it unbelief i will call it weakness ) come out … that why i like this part and this prayer soooo mush and i will always say it , every single time i feel of weakness ” help me overcome my unbelief “.
i’m happy to share this with you, may anyone find it useful…
love & peace, rasha

I originally posted this one on my personal blog (http://song-riddle.blogspot.com/) and I like to share it with u all, so here it is …

In this new year’s eve we went to the children’s hospital just as we used to do every new year’s eve for a few years, It was nothing special for me .. And I wouldn’t be missed at all if I didn’t go, in fact all I did is standing there, quite useless. Just as I expected .. however I insisted on going, this is one thing that I refuse to let go to boredom and indifference. As I said I felt nothing special. Only maybe a more than usual feeling of sickness .. this perhaps due to my knowledge that one of my colleagues’ little girl is in one hospital somewhere to reasons dealing with Asthma. I felt so connected .. but also so detached in a contradicting and strange way. I feel indeed connected to this people more, I feel more like one of them and not just a visitor like I used to be before, but also detached .. detached because this new connectedness was no big deal to me, having felt this way a few years ago, I would probably reacted far more deeply than this. I also got irritated from this smell of medicine (the smell of doctors and hospitals) of course I was never a fan of it, but for the first time I can’t wait to get rid of it, to wash my hand over and over just to get it away, sickness is no problem for me, always have been and still, but somehow I handle it differently this time. Also many of the little inhabitants of the hospital are babies. I feel strangely connected to babies ever since my sister got a baby girl, a niece that I still yet to see.

hi all,
it have been a long time since i took time to write or even to think,
it’s really a great idea rami and i hope that we could all all of us to write and share because that’s the only way we can keep our friendship alive , don’t let life took you away leaving you just a machine doesn’t thing and doesn’t do mush ,not happy , doesn’t care and doesn’t love… and it’s scarey but it’s true , i start to be a machine …..
but i think yes there is still hope in each one , i was so happy when i read the articles that miena and rami wrote and the comments aspecialy fadi’s comment , i felt i miss this ,i miss thinking in deep, i miss the experiance of loving and giving ….
yes i’m scared that i can lose it and lose everything i was raised in because of the crulness of life (or america)
i don’t know if anyone feeling this way or it just me and it’s hard to say that ..i will be a machine then a stone…
i remmber pere viachec when he said get over yourself and think of other don’t be consentrating only on yourself and that’s right but it’s hard, because if you thing only in yourself you will destroy it…
this is my thoughs now i hope i always be a humman being,a loving one, a happy one.
that’s for now, and i see this blog is a good chance to think together and help each other like we were in meetings but evreyone in his place.
all my love to all my friends , if i look all over the world i could never ever find any great friends like you,
i will always carry you in my heart, my good friends.
love & pease , rasha